So last night started out to be pretty crappy...I had spent all day sitting at my computer working on this huge paper thing for a class. That put me in a blah mood to begin with and then I just was kinda annoyed with certain people which made me in a worse mood. I ended up sitting in my room cross-stitching on a friday night almost in tears because I was hating being at HU (which is rare cuz i love HU). I felt like everyone else was doing fun things but me. Pretty much I was feeling sorry for myself which is never a good thing.
Then as the night progressed I ended up hanging out with Carrie and her two friends that were visting. It was pretty chill and laughter filled. Carrie made Fricker Dip (which is sooooo good). ANd we just kind of sat around and talked most of the night. I then watched relaxed by myself and watched August Rush.
In high school I was kind of what some people might call a "floater." I never really had 1 set group of people that I hung out; I just kind of was friends with everyone and hung out with whoever. This brought up the problem that I was never really close friends with a group of people and when people planned things I never really got called. People enjoyed me....but I was never really thought of when people were calling people to do stuff. (that was a huge ramble that makes sense to me but may not make sense to anyone else hehe). Sometimes I feel that way at HU. Especially on the weekends. My friends who have boyfriends do stuff with them....My friends who play soccer hang out with soccer people....and so forth and so on.
Last night I felt like was one of those nights. But in the end God reminded me that I need to realize that it is a gift I have to be able to get along well with so many different people. I get the chance to get to know some many different people and never have trouble getting to know new people!
That was a really long ramble and I apologize if it made no sense to you....it makes perfect sense to me and I needed to get stuff off my chest!
And now a random picture.....